Sunday, 8 April 2012

Disintegration

So, yesterday I was doing my Chinese homework (reading report) and I was using one of the passage in the workbook from school as 'reading material'. And there was this sentence, 真正有价值的人,是逆境中含笑的人。(People of real worth are those who can laugh in hardships)

So no matter how empty I feel inside, or how solemn my emotions can be, I will always put up a brave front, a smiling facade. The mere action of smiling can trigger endorphins which causes the happiness level to rise, or so they say. So, I'm going to keep smiling like I have all these times, but don't be fooled by outward appearances only. Some of the happiest people, can turn out to be some of the saddest.

Sometimes, I feel there is no more meaning in many things I do, since people seem so distant lately. And there is nothing interesting to do, other than blast music and read a book. And still haven't done my moral project, which was due like what, 3 week ago? Which means I haven't finished my OnCall36Hours HK drama -.- Back to topic, so many hard decisions in life, so many obstacles to overcome. I will overcome you all, bitches. One by one, you all shall go down.

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