Turbulence

I still don't see anyone trying. The key word is TRY, not actually succeed in it. I'm already at my limit so I can't reciprocate without any stimulus. They say they've tried, name me a few examples of when they did huh. So many, yet so nonchalant of their own words. Hypocritical.

I am feeling so confused these days, and I'm also confused of why I'm being so confused all the time. Can someone explain me to me please? And as if that isn't enough, also feeling a lot of stress and pressure that makes me go quiet and silent (or sometimes extremely LOUD-mouthed to cover up for whatever turbulence it is I'm feeling inside)

Is this just a phase in adolescence? Or does it apply specifically to me in this case? Because I know that no one will think of certain things the way I do, and the way I feel towards certain things the way I do.

-Silenced-